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Tuesday, November 14th, 2000
7:15 pm
Oh God I feel so drained. Suprising considering I actually slep last night for the first time in................ages!.

I haven't done much for the best part of today. Just couldn't be bothered with anything. In the afternoon I went with my gran and mum into hospital. Gran had to see a consultant, Dr. Irvine, about a dodgy heart valve. He gave her and ECG and some kind of scan which confirmed her GPs suspicions.

I was bored to tears waiting for gran. Hospitals aren't my fave place and they really set me on edge + there is absolutely nada to do except sit and stare at four dull, chipping walls with uninteresting leaflets plastered over them.

The consultant said gran would need an opperation so we had to go down to tell her brother the news. When I finally got home I went to talk to my boyfriend. I was hoping to get all my stress of today out but he had problems and as always I was a shoulder to cry on. I don't mind that but it really drained me even more.

I was then called to dinner and my mum forced me to eat all of it. It was absolutely tasteless and I'm really suprised my body never won out and made me bring it back up.

Oh well. Not much I can do about it all.

Current Mood: drained
Monday, November 13th, 2000
10:25 pm
Just spoken to my boyfriend. He always knows the right thing to say or do. It's strange how he has such a calming effect on me without even saying a word.

I told him about the deal with my parents and he instantly put my mind at rest. Still not sure how he accomplished that. Amazing. That's all I can say.

Current Mood: loved
6:24 pm
There is something going on and I don't like it. I know it has to do with me but what exactly I don't know.

Earlier I had went to phone a friend. I picked up the reciever to find my dad talking to a woman. I only listened for a short moment but I heard her mention something about seeing my parents in school. Thinking about it now the womans voice sounds rather farmiliar but I can't place her. I do know that she's not a member of staff.

Anyway, when my dad called me down to dinner he was talking to my mum and I instantly knew it was about that call. He told her that the woman would send her letter, then I walked into the kitchen and they went quiet. When I questioned about the letter my mum dismissed it as nothing. Mum isn't a very good lier and knew that it was definately something. It had to be. This was what began to get me worried.

My mum went upstairs and I had a feeling she was going to call gran to fill her in on it. That left me and my dad alone at the dinner table. I asked who was on the phone earlier and he said it was Dode, his friend. Now that was a lie. He made it even more obvious by saying "I do get phone calls you know". I wonder what he's hiding?

Going back up the stairs to my comp my suspicion that mum was calling gran were confirmed. Once more I heard mention of that letter but I never hung about incase I got caught.

I know I haven't done anything wrong. I've been so ill I haven't been to school and the school knows exactly what's wrong. Maybe I should mention this to my councilor, Franca, when I see her on Wednesday.

I don't like this one little bit. Investigating the matter farther would be a good idea. If I don't I know I'll lose sleep.

Current Mood: anxious
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